Beware the Ides of March!

G'day Everyone!

Personally, March happens to be one of my most cautious months in my life. Here's some of the reasons why:
Link: http://news.holidash.com/2010/03/08/beware-the-ides-of-march-its-coming/?icid=mainmaindl3link6http%3A%2F%2Fnews.holidash.com%2F2010%2F03%2F08%2Fbeware-the-ides-of-march-its-coming%2F

As if right on cue today, the ides of march has already started. I have lost a long time friend of mine. He has been stabbing me in the back for ages while he has continued to be a friend of mine. I never suspect him of all the things in my life while he was my roommate long ago. People told me and warned me. I didn't want to believe he would turn on me. But he has. He has in a religious nut way of his own making.

So today, last rough words were said via email. Friendship was cut off and cast away. I felt like I've pulled a long wicked sword right out of my back. It's been there for too long. It's an awful long sword that has *BETRAYAL* written all over it. I felt like I have tried to be a TRUE friend to him. I saved his life, twice. What to I get? Betrayal. It's an ugly and bitter truth.

Well, I've tossed that sword away. I can forgive my friend. But it's going to take a long while for me to forget about him being a part of my life. Why we were friends for so long, I don't know. I'm moving on in life without my friend. I hope and pray other friends are real to me as they are honestly. But if I find out another person has stabbed me in the back as well, there's no telling what I will do.

Be honest and be real to the people you make friends with. Don't stab them in the back for any reason. Even if it's for a promotion at work, or looking favorable to others, or whatever what reason it is. It's not worth to stab someone in the back.

If you do stab some one in the back (intentional or unintentional) and if that person ever finds out of what you did to them, you will pay an awful price and you better hope to God that you are a dead person already before you get found out!

Today, my friend has paid his own price. Will he acknowledge it? I doubt that he will. I have already "BURIED" my friend. I have already cried and grieved. I move on. I hope there will be other people more friendly to me.

Semper FI.